sweetusida

Just remember, there is so much to be worth smiling for still! Everyone gotta have a hard time in life sooner or later, thats just how it goes. But I mostly sorry for my best and lovely cousin NINA, whos in the same age as me, in Finland! How she must feel right now, I mean a grandma is not who ever. I wouldn't even be here anymore if... I dont even wanna say it out loud but ya, I'm so close to mine (on dads side) so if you would pass away, I would too. Almost. The only reason to stay strong would be for her. Omg, guys I love you so much back home! Youre my life, my everything! <3 And actually, good timing how ever we're talking about it in FAMILY LIFE class today, I was okay w/ it and all, all day til last period, then I just couldnt help it anymore. Idk why, maybe sounds lame but ya Imma really sensitive person speaking about those things. Like YESTERDAY also when my new gym teacher I never met be4 told us about his dad recently passed away. This big, strong muscle guys DAD. I got tears in my eyes. And this other death just came like kinda a chock THIS MORNING.

So I just wanted to say: REST IN PEACE HELENA <3